Friday, January 28, 2022

 

Arson Clears The Way

That crucial internal gaze

of kindness required

setting God on fire

(yes, the impulse arrived

in midst of a January night),

then incinerating medieval constraints

while tramping through dogma’s

barbed-wire bounds, where reason,

meandering walks through cemeteries

and slow saturation in silence

became his trusted bolt cutter

as he began sensing rivers

of love course through the body, every part

more clearly seen, pernicious

doubts galactic dreams, every nugget

held, kissed with tenderness,

as clouds of curling smoke and ash

lifted spirals of gratitude,

labyrinths of wonder,

from what remained

of that charred, deluded,

hallowed ground.

Wednesday, January 19, 2022

Stunned

trembling

aspen leaves

lips of gold

kissed

by force fields

of blazing

rivering wind,

open birdsong

soundless mouth

riveting us

bouldered inside

quivering blades

of light.

Lying About 6 o'clock Mass/Birth of a Heathen After a Relatively Brief Labor

 At 10 I gave up

on God: those horrible

fights in our pristine 

Colonial home, attacks really,

inflamed by dad

more or less daily,

his unchecked mocking

of my buck teeth,

of my boyish exuberance,

mom's chronic collapse

at these gates of hell

no matter how many rosaries

on our knees the family

circled those beads,

the fat monsignor with his pinky

rings, Lincoln Continental,

how he bullied us altar boys..

Yes, I was 10 when the universe's

curtain dropped after finishing

the paper route Sunday morning,

me, my new knowing, my sad

bike, this strange loss, a stranger

gain.

dawn is

birdsong

bathing

in pine tree


Thursday, January 13, 2022

dawn is

pine tree

bathing

in birdsong

Resurrection

Buddha and Jesus in cahoots,

maybe the girl next door

their flashy sidekick,

offer

homesick boy

this orange sweatshirt

for free.

Ice melts, sky

clears, brown hills

green up, stucco

apartments become less

sinister, almost disappear,

birdsong

river flows

again.

What Happened

 A father's sneers

slashing remarks

scour tender tissue

surrounding

son's crushed

ripening heart;

jagged metal rips pink skin

crash of earthquake

a long bloody birth

mother dazed

for decades.