Thursday, October 26, 2017


Meeting Eros On A Morning Outing

Two tawny butterflies
cavort between scarlet

bougainvillea and 
adolescent melaleuca, 

separate yet together
in such windswept joy.

Their winging wild foreplay
                      
                      creates delightful
                                 tangoed
                                          improvisation

in the scintillating sunshine
where attentive steps surprise,

are sacred and erotic.

Monday, October 23, 2017

             Up On Otay

Some days I can feel the cougar stalking,
almost hear its furtive breathing close,
paws soft as air on a trail of dirt
and rock high on Otay Mountain.

Below a blue lake shimmers,
the great sea beyond forever
glimmers, yet squinting,
I can barely see it.

Suddenly a pair of rude crows squawk 
demands and complaints overhead, 
their raucous calls awaken the animal in me

while Santa Ana winds off the desert 
blow steady and hot, cleansing clarifying 
boulder, bird, bush, what’s above, 

down beneath as thoughts sharpen
and glimmer like tendrils of gold
hair in brisk currents of air.

The torrid breeze on my face purifies 
and dries eyes and throat, 
makes a single blade of grass stand out

against sky's astonishing blue,
color so saturated I can taste it.

All is vivid, easily in reach,
I can see each leaf of the wispy
Tecate cypress across the southern ridge

and even the lone truck shrouded by trees,
a four wheeled mystery somehow landed 
upright far down in steep canyon's bottom.

The rustle and sigh of oak leaves afloat,
their flutter calms in this raging heat --

everything appears clear, except whether Otay's cat
when she hears boots scraping road will strike 
with powerful claws, her awful greed,

these razor teeth that plunge like a savage 
goddess into flesh, tear muscle and tendon 
from bone.

Sunday, October 22, 2017

      bedtime

Yes, the bed was soft,
like silk, last night.

Sheets so cool they could
have been water. The pillow safely

under my head, a reminder of all
that’s good in the world.

Tucked in cozy and warm
under a nest of covers,

these welcoming layers
blanketed my mind

from drenching rainstorms
of thought.

The body thankful as it leaned
into rest, the promise

of sleep’s quenching
replenishment

soothed like a friend
curving quietly beside.

As the day’s scattered
shouts diminished,

I fell slowly
down,

easing completely
into dreamtime’s

green earth

of the sweetest unclenching.
   Blossoming

A quiet presence
shimmers color,

the melaleuca’s
pink nuggets--

an almost music
for our eyes--   

into the wide
and waiting
world
     Blossom

A quiet presence

shimmers color
        
     out into

the wide world

Saturday, October 21, 2017

Rivulets in parched earth
tobaccoed canyons of mute clay,

furrowed streaks splash down
a Spanish hillside

where moonlit music,

ash and bone

from ancient campfires
call us home
                                                       The Warning

Young Bacchus prances across red rivers of lava, she’s cartwheeling wildly, raucously wailing,
suddenly lands on a white linen handkerchief tattered and etched on the volcano’s black edge.
Cradling an empty wineskin, she commences a tender surrender to what some have named fate
while people hover above the seething caldera like spirits marooned, they shout their pain,
admonish Bacchus in strange tongues above tornadoes of steam; she’s pelted by an ominous,
hissing toxic rain.

These old country dancers who flowed like blue rivers in circles of love and of family until murderous fascists, sallow cheeked men stiff and passive, thin men eaten inside from slow growing cancers
of blame, fueled by fiery spores of hate for the stranger, callously delivered these mothers and fathers, uncles, children, sisters, aunts, grandparents and brothers in cars of iron and blood meant for cattle
to barbwire camps where nobody, nobody, mattered.

Bacchus, now eighty years’ older, stands as witness arm in arm with stern Chronos and the oracle
Pythia, throws down the wineskin, torn and stained gray from apathy, terror, the desecration
of vineyards, fields of lavender and vetch ripped open, blackened by bombs, by the wretchedness
of humans. She’s draped in history’s shadow across an ocean where she soberly watches, listening
for omens; yes, even hoping people of today will heed those screams, that anguished warning
erupting long ago, and will gaze into time’s mirror of present and past, wholeheartedly consider
how to plunge into life’s blue river in this century:

will we permit those ignorant dividers of people, arrogant oligarchs who fabricate and scapegoat,
worship concrete walls, whose hubris poisons earth and sky, to explode in our face-booked distracted faces like magma-infested mountains or will one more massacre be allowed –if not hallowed--by lovers of the almighty gun, by fear of ‘the other’, to smear our screens and front pages before we awaken
from trance, this overwhelmed stupor, to step from our encapsulated homes, dance and march,
take a knee across the decade’s fields of sport and stage to transcend futility’s drug, resist with
our sisters and brothers, re-possess power, migrate to our true fertility, and lay down
on the tracks to block their hell-bound trains of dark iron and grief from running this time?

Bacchus ponders, nods to Pythia and Chronos as she looks deeply into our futures through eyes
that shine but cannot see how gods might matter. Her eyes close, she prays we do no harm
as we turn and walk away from the massive volcano’s lip. The air clears in the verdant valley
below where we now are free to be with those who sang and danced, laughed and loved
in ghetto, on farm, joining them in dissolving madness, as they teach us to flow, to fight,
to redeem ourselves in great reverberating circles of peace and safety, of reverent quiet,
boisterous joy, of simple human goodness.

Wednesday, October 18, 2017

                                                       The Warning

Young Bacchus prances across red rivers of lava, she’s cartwheeling freely and raucously wailing, suddenly lands on a white linen handkerchief tattered and etched on the volcano’s black edge.

Cradling an empty wineskin, she commences a tender surrender to what some have named fate
while people hover above the seething caldera like spirits marooned, they shout their pain,
admonish Bacchus in strange tongues above the hissing steam. Old country dancers who once flowed
like blue rivers in circles of love and of family until murderous fascists, pink cheeked men stiff
with passivity, thin men eaten inside from slow growing cancers of malignant blame, fiery spores
of hate for strangers, delivered these mothers and fathers, uncles, children, sisters, aunts, grandparents and brothers in cars of iron and blood meant for cattle to barbwire camps where nobody, nobody, mattered.

Bacchus, eighty years’ older, now arm in arm with stern Chronos, has thrown down the wineskin, torn and stained by apathy, by terror, stands still in history’s shadow across an ocean where she’s soberly watching, listening for omens; yes, even hoping, people of today will heed those screams 
of warning from long ago, gaze long into a true mirror to see past and present, and consider:

will we permit our century’s ignorant dividers of people, these arrogant oligarchs who fabricate, scapegoat and worship walls, to explode in our face-booked distracted faces like magma-filled volcanoes or will one more massacre be allowed - if not hallowed- by lovers of the almighty gun, 
by fear of ‘the other’, to smear our screens and front pages before we awaken from trance, 
our overwhelmed stupor, to step from our encapsulated homes and dance and march, take a knee across this decade’s fields of sport and stage to resist with our sisters and brothers, re-possess power, migrate to our best selves, our real fertility, and lay down on the tracks to block their hell-bound
freight trains of warped iron and blood from running this time?

Bacchus wonders, nods to Chronos as she looks deeply into our futures through eyes that shine
but cannot see how gods might matter. Her eyes close, she prays we do no harm and commune
with those who sang and danced, laughed and loved in ghetto, on farm, joining them in dissolving
madness, as they teach us to flow in great reverberating circles of peace and gladness.
  Faith Making

Gift your longing
With arms
And hearts
That open
Outwards,
Stretching up
Like a babe
Who trusts this world
Is a well-knit nest
That answers her questions
Her needs,
Both subtle and strong,
With food and breast
Kisses and song
Safety and rest
The whole day long.

Monday, October 16, 2017

                                        The Warning

Young Bacchus prances across red rivers of lava, she’s cartwheeling freely
and raucously wailing, suddenly lands on a white linen handkerchief
tattered and etched on the volcano’s black edge. Here she commences
a tender surrender to what some have named fate, her well-earned remembrance
of last century’s old country dancers who moved in circles of love and of family

until fascists in murderous uniforms, pink cheeked men stiff with passivity,
eaten inside from slow growing cancer of malignant psychosis, delivered these mothers
and fathers, uncles, children, sisters, aunts, grandparents and brothers in cars of iron
and blood meant for cattle to barbwire camps where nobody, nobody, mattered.

Bacchus is eighty years’ older today, she stands still in the shadows of history
where she’s soberly watching, listening for omens and yes, even hoping:

will we allow our century’s ignorant dividers of people, these arrogant oligarchs
who fabricate to scapegoat and conquer, explode in our face-booked distracted faces
like magma-filled volcanos or will one more massacre allowed - if not hallowed-
by lovers of guns, by fear of ‘the other’, need to smear our screens and front pages

before we awaken from trance, our overwhelmed stupor, to leave our homes of aloneness
to dance and march with sisters and brothers, our strong breathing bodies stretch across
this decade’s stages of resistance as we re-possess our power, lay down on the tracks
to block their hell-bound freight trains of warped iron and blood from running this time?


Bacchus is nodding, seeing our future, uncertain of the gods yet she’s quietly praying.

Sunday, October 15, 2017

     How Evolution Works  (more evolution of a poem)  
    
Can you hand your feet over 
to an untrodden road, wander
and wonder, maybe meander beyond
your grandparents’ immigrant lives?

Can you allow intoxication to enter your life
in rain-sifted moonlight glazing your face
and the spacious trail ahead?

There’s a silver stream roaring unceasingly
and gleaming, pouring over granite and sandstone
as July’s sun blazes high overhead.

Your bronze skin is creased by the path,
by the strangers with dogs and worn backpacks
upon whom you gaze often, sometimes befriend;

by the triumphs and dangers, copious
blunders you’ve agreed to shoulder,
this burden of tiredness, shimmering
mornings when you breathe easy and slow,

when you’re heartened by a cup of dark coffee,
a stand of birch trees in breezes swaying,
two squirrels that levitate up a thick Douglas fir trunk.

Air so alive you could sing as you blossom
into day stumbling and flailing, soberly cavorting
along this trail, this stone river twisting. The world’s

now your tavern where nothing is wasted nor cloistered,
you’ve become a drunk thanking his ancestors,
making friends with old failures, aging towards

tenderness towards stillness, a sunburnt monk
of evolving surprises, Bacchus dancing in moonshine,

savoring every slip-up, every step, every well tasted sip.
                  The Warning

Young Bacchus prances across red rivers of lava,
she’s cartwheeling freely and raucously wailing,
then suddenly lands on a white linen handkerchief
tattered and etched on the volcano’s black edge.

Here she commences a tender surrender to fate,
her well-earned remembrance of last century’s
old country dancers who moved in circles of love

and of family before syphilitic Nazis in murderous
uniforms, pink cheeked men stiff with malignant
psychosis, delivered these mothers and fathers, uncles,

children, sisters, aunts, grandparents and brothers
in cars meant for cattle to barbwire camps
where nobody, nobody, mattered.

Will our century’s ignorant dividers of people, these arrogant
oligarchs who fabricate only to scapegoat and conquer, explode
in our face-booked distracted faces like magma-filled volcanos

or will another automatic rifle massacre allowed- if not hallowed-
by lovers of guns and of fear of ‘the other’ need to happen before

we awaken from our trance, our overwhelmed stupor, to dance
our strong breathing bodies across this decade’s stage of hope
and resistance to stop their hell-bound freight trains from running
this time?

Tuesday, October 10, 2017

The Evolution of a Poem....

 How Evolution Works     
    
Can you hand your feet over 
to an untrodden road

and wander, wonder,
maybe meander beyond
your ancestors’ immigrant lives,

allow intoxication to enter your life
in rain sifted moonlight
glazing the trail ahead?

Like a silver stream in July
sun blazing overhead

pouring unceasingly,
gleaming over granite
boulders in every weather.

Your bronze skin creased
by the path, by the strangers
upon whom you gaze and befriend,

by the triumphs and copious blunders
you’ve agreed to shoulder, this strange
tiredness, the shimmering mornings --

a cup of dark coffee, a stand of birch trees,
a squirrel or two scampering up
a thick Douglas fir trunk, air so alive

you could sing, and you emerging into the day
forever stumbling along this twisting trail,

the world’s now your tavern, a smiling drunk
finally thankful for his failures, aging into
the tenderest wholeheartedness,

and savoring every slip-up, every sip.

Thursday, October 5, 2017

How Evolution Works     
    
     Can you
hand your feet over 
to an untrodden path

and wander, wonder,
meander beyond
your ancestors’ immigrant lives,

allow intoxication to enter your life
in rain sifted under moonlight,
glazing the trail ahead?

Like a silver stream in July sun
blazing overhead unceasingly

pouring, gleaming over granite
boulders in every weather.

Your bronze skin creased
by the path, by the strangers
you befriend, by the triumphs

and copious blunders you’ve agreed
to shoulder, this strange tiredness
and shimmering awakened mornings --

a cup of dark coffee, a stand of birch trees,
a squirrel or two scampering up
a thick Douglas fir trunk, air so alive

you could sing and you emerging
into the day forever stumbling

along this twisting road, the world
your tavern, a thankful drunk savoring
everything, becoming


the tenderest wholeheartedness…..

Sunday, October 1, 2017

HOW EVOLUTION WORKS

     Can you

hand your feet over 
to an untrodden path

wandering..
wondering…

meandering
beyond….

your ancestors’
brave and creative
immigrant lives?