Rumination
Six or seven kids circle and slice the manicured yard
incessantly on red
and silver trikes buzz-bombing each other, occasionally
crashing into adults
perimetered like prison guards ensconced in bullet-proof watchtowers,
either too numb, distracted or just brave enough to sit more
or less
non-plussed sipping mai-tais and martinis with lips pursed, making
talk so small
the manic tykes look tall as they murder this once-perfect
lawn. Mosquitos
in squat human bodies flit and bite and irritate, tear at
exposed flesh,
circulate in standing water of stagnant disappointments.
The brain sometimes is a gang of feral children uncaged, driving
unlicensed
vehicles with paltry brakes, a tropical rainstorm of pelting
thoughts pounding
the skull’s slick inside like a cord of coconuts, a maniacal
film noir marathon
in a tawdry theater with torn seats and a sagging screen, a
cauldron of insomniac
brats and frenetic bugs blasted on methamphetamine and jars
of clover honey.
Clumsy strangers dressed in recurring anxieties and inert
regrets dance in an empty
lot stumbling over crushed beer cans and Chinese food
take-out containers.
And yet, all that’s really needed for relief from such
onslaughts, for some equanimity, is one
blue pause, a pond somewhere in a remembered meadow for this
crevassed bundle of cauliflower
tissue, for these wayward youth to float in, and afterwards a
languid back-stroke in mid-day
sunshine—cerebellum pacing itself leads the way for
hippocampus and neocortex as they feel the water
quiet their ragged voices, calm their anguished axons and
disturbed dendrites, later after the swim
all the lobes might gather on a warm shore to loaf and savor
the tricyclers’ surprise, a lullaby sung
by a chorus of hell’s little angels, thank the gods—they’re finally tired—in the rising moonlight.
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